letmebethin_123

January 5, 2006

Sun, 06 Jan 2008 00:12:18 GMT

Well, today, is just another day i suppose.
I havent eaten anything, yet.
i dont think i will either.
its already six oh clock in the evening, so i think i should be good.

I'm pretty sure i've lost about five pounds.
oh, the good news is, i'm talkig to a new boy, but the bad news is he is eighteen.
but yea, other than that, things have been going the same; shitty.

school starts again on monday.
i'm really not looking forward to that.
i hate the pressure of eating lunch at school.
its almost unbearable.
but anyways.
i'm still fasting so i should be good by the time i go back.
well, i'll talk all you girlies someother time.

Stay strong, think thin.

<3JAY

January 3, 2008

Thu, 03 Jan 2008 15:03:06 GMT

So, yesterday went prettty well.

i only ate about a fourt a cup of tomato and noodle soup!

Today, since right now its 9 A.M, i've decided to combine lunch and breakfast.

i had three medium stalks of celery, with about a table spoon of ranch dressing and coffee.
alll together under 300 calories!

wooohoo!

and that is the only thing i'm having before dinner.
which is going to be cream of celery soup with tea.

i think that is about 300 calories as well, but i'll check.

i'm so excited to keep my count down to under a thousand today!

I think i am begining to get used to this again.

i cant wait to see the pounds start droppping!

well, i'll leave you all with some thinspo!

staystrong, thinkthin
-Jay

A bit of thinspo never hurt....

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 10:21:20 GMT

i decided i wanted to post some thinspo to get me inspired for the new year!

here goes!

Welll...

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 10:03:47 GMT

Obviously, the reason i have created this account was to get in touch with other annorexics.

i am trying like fucking crazy to lose so much weight, its almost embarrasing how much it has backfired on me.

Especially with the holidays passing and all, it seems near impossible.

Here are my current stats:

CW: 150 :/ GW: 140 Still :/ UGW: 110 =]
Height: 5'6

yea, i obviously have my work cut out for me.

but hey its the New year, so i have a clean slate right?

My NYR is most likely quite obvious. TO LOSE SOME FUCKING WEIGHT!
but hey, i am getting better. I am going to try to log my calorie intake here EVERY day.

so lets start with today:

Half a strawberry Candy Cane: 60 Calories : x
About ten tortilla chips: 50 calories
And upsettingly, in order not to pass out:
a few slices of sharp cheddar cheese: not sure. : x

i know i know, i kind of indulged today, but hey it was new years eve!

uh, okay, no excuses any longer, i can do this i can do this!

welll i hope to get to know others better on here,

i could certainly use some tips, and support right about now.

wellll thanks for reading this, cant wait to here from you <33

-Jay.